Notes for a group: Dividing between soul and spirit
These are notes from a young person's group I led. The group was a bunch of young Christian lads ranging in age from 9 to 16.
This is the reason we learn to divide by soul and spirit, to better be able to recognise when our motives are mixed and to put away the selfish and be free to choose to love with a purer and stronger love. This is the work of refining that grows us.
Today we're going to
unveil some of the mysteries of the spirit and adventure more into
understanding spirituality. So it will mostly be listening I'm
afraid. We'll also be talking again about desires, so to sharpen your
listening I've brought more sweets to sit in the middle until the
end. You'll have to exercise your will power to not touch them until
the end, and you'll see in a bit why this is important to what I have
to say.
The very deepest
mystery of Christianity is the trinity. This is something that is
“implicit” in all of the bible but not spelled out directly. Who
knows what the trinity is?
Here's an example of
somewhere the trinity is strongly implicit in the bible, in this
prayer of Jesus.
John 17:20-21
20“I am praying
not only for these disciples but also for all who will ever believe
in me through their message. 21I pray that they will all be one, just
as you and I are one—as you are in me, Father, and I am in you. And
may they be in us so that the world will believe you sent me.
So according to
Jesus, one of the best ways to show the world that he's real is for
us to “be one” (to love each other) in the same way that he and
the father are one! Loving your brothers is one of the best ways to
evangelise! (This is how we in the church are called to be “one
body” and “one spirit” – in the same way that Jesus and the
father are one.)
There's another
“trinity” implicit in the bible, and that's you! I mentioned
before that your spirit is who you are. You area living spirit and,
if you're in Jesus, an eternal living spirit! But that's not the
whole story. Your spirit comes with accessories – a body and a
soul. Your spirit is expressed through your soul. They're like
“layers”; your spirit wears your soul like clothing, and your
soul wears your body. They're not separate but more like a “spectrum”
with the spirit being your innermost part and the body the outermost.
Your spirit is the
innermost part, the part that is “you”. Your soul is all the
parts of your being (your heart and mind) that aren't “you” but
make up part of who you are. Like your memories, your habits, your
thoughts, emotions and feelings. Your emotions aren't “you”, nor
are your memories “you”, but they are in you and affect you.
It's very important
to realise that your memories aren't you, that you aren't defined
by the things that have happened to you (no
matter how much it feels like it at times).
It's very easy to be
ruled by your desires and your memories. The challenge of becoming a
mature, strong and free Christian is to learn to master them rather
than letting them master you. This is difficult and something that
many people never learn – they're ruled by their emotions and are
unstable, sentimental people. It's easy to mistake sentiment for
love. Love is not always fluffy and nice. Love is fierce and strong,
and sometimes it's not very nice (having to tell people difficult
truths for example). Christians are often weak, and this can be
because they live by sentiment and not real love.
Who wants to be a
strong person?
We call this
“dividing between soul and spirit”. Learning what are the things
of your spirit and what are the desires of your soul, “soulish”
things.
Hebrews 4:12
12For the word of
God is alive and powerful. It is sharper than the sharpest two-edged
sword, cutting between soul and spirit, between joint and marrow. It
exposes our innermost thoughts and desires.
(This is the sword
of the spirit in a different guise – one of its jobs is to divide
between soul and spirit.)
One of the reasons
that dividing is so necessary is that our motives are so mixed. Some
things are clear; wanting to have sex with a girl you fancy is
clearly a desire of the soul and not the spirit. Wanting to spend
time with God and worship, or spend time with brothers, are more
clearly of the spirit. But most of the time our motives and desires
are mixed. Like if you want to be someone's friend – partly out of
love for them and partly because you want to be popular. Or when you
do something good because you want someone to think you're a good
person. Part of your motives are good (pure) and part of them are
selfish. And that's much harder for God to use, your “self”
(selfishness) makes it harder for you to love people.
There's nothing more
satisfying that loving people, so as you discover that you start to
want to get rid of your
selfishness. That “dying
to self” is the work of the cross, but that's a topic for another
day.
This is the reason we learn to divide by soul and spirit, to better be able to recognise when our motives are mixed and to put away the selfish and be free to choose to love with a purer and stronger love. This is the work of refining that grows us.
The best way to
learn to divide by soul and spirit is to train your will. When you
can choose to deny yourself
desires you know are from the soul then you won't be ruled by them
and you'll be able to see
more clearly which of your
desires are good and which
are selfish (soulish really just means selfish). You'll
feel stronger as
well.
Even
scientists have been looking at the will recently. They've done
studies showing that practising exercising your will, like a muscle,
makes it stronger. So if there's something big you want to achieve
but don't feel strong enough for it, practising on smaller things you
can achieve (go without cake for a week, fast for a day, etc) will
help you get there.
Your
will is the strongest part of you. It isn't really a separate part of
you, your will is the ability of your spirit to do things.
The part of you that has “agency” and is able to act. The will
directs the spirit, like the
rudder of a ship. It's how
you make things happen. When you're a free person it is your will
that is free. A completely free will is a powerful thing, capable of
great love (or doing great damage). This is how a strong will
makes you a strong person.
It's
interesting that the verse from Hebrews says that it's the word of
God that divides between soul and spirit. There are two types of
“word” in the bible (and two Greek
words used to tell the difference between them – we only have one
word in English). The “written word” and the “living word”.
The living word, is the spirit of
Jesus. The living word is
hopefully what we bring to each other, both in church meetings and in
friendship and brotherhood.
John 1:1-2
1In the beginning
was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He
was with God in the beginning
So Jesus is the word
of God – the living word is the spirit of Jesus.
Matthew 4:1-4
1Then Jesus was led
by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. 2After
fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. 3The tempter came
to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to
become bread.”
4Jesus answered, “It
is written: ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word
that comes from the mouth of God.’ ”
The
living word is the life of God, it's what feeds our soul. It
doesn't just feed and sustain us though, it can reveal our own
motives to us – divide between soul and spirit and make us
stronger. The stronger our will, the more clearly we can see, and the
more able we are
to bring the living
word of God to people.
Receiving the living word from other people, as well as training our
will, can help us to get there.
And
speaking of feeding our soul, who wants to eat...